spring break

well i successfully frittered away the entire week
getting nothing really done
i did some cleaning and some laundry and some crafty
but, no work

which means that yesterday
i sat in front of my computer for 14 hours straight
cranking out raw material for the making of portfolio-ish type things
both digital and tactile
it should be an interesting week
it's kind of a nice break from thinking about my other projects
but it is stressful and scary to think about looking for a job
and what i come up with in the next week
is the thing that is going to speak for my skills
and there just doesn't feel like there's much there
i know that 5 really strong pieces is probably enough
but it would be nice to think
that i was cherry picking the best of the best
but, it feels like i will be lucky to have 5 strong pieces
i need to get ready to go
it's supposed to be 76 freaking degrees today
craziness