stress

it all starts tomorrow
i am trying to tell myself that i can only do what i can do and that's all i can do
i am far from perfect and all i can do is my best

but there is this gnawing expectation that i have
that this should somehow all be effortless and perfect

and right now i am procrastinating
i should get started

this weekend we are hooking up the G5
we got the adapter we need to move the drive over
but we want to do it when i'm not up against the deadline of tomorrow
hopefully with the new computer will come the ability to hook up the new camera
which will make posting new photos easier

ok, now i need to get some REAL work done