exhausting

this week has been overwhelming and exhausting
and it's only wednesday morning
there is no down time it's go go go
get up do as much as i can before i have to get downtown
hang around and wait for my time slot
try to get some work done while i'm there
get home
get food
work until i can't see straight
toss and turn with visions of page layouts swimming in my head
last night was completely devoted to trying to remember
css and dreamweaver
it's been months and months
and if i don't do it every day
it just fades to black

i would have preferred to spend the time refining my print portfolio
i got lots of good ideas yesterday
and i don't know if i will have the time to implement them
before my time slot tomorrow

i promised 2 of my classmates
that i would help them do their web sites today
even thought i have mountains of things i need to do
i feel bad because i know who their teachers were
and i understand why they have no idea what they are doing