now what?

i really can't believe it's over
i keep waiting for the other shoe to drop
i feel pretty good
my crits went well
everyone agreed that i'm too hard on myself
which, if that's the worst thing they can come up with
is not so bad
i can certainly agree that i'm too hard on myself
they had other thoughtful comments
and nice things to say
i was so amped up though
it was hard to be present and feel like i could relax
and now it's over

graduation is next week...