counting

i don't know what to countdown....

should it be 10 days till my degree review?
or maybe 13 days till my final crit?
or perhaps 21 days till the senior show?
or even better 22 days until graduation

screw all that i should be counting down
30 days until we leave for spain!

i am just a bundle of nerves and anxiety
i can't wait until this is over
i'm ready for some different flavor of stress and anxiety now
this flavor is making me want to throw things