thank god that's over

what a day
so much anxiety
i knew i didn't have anything to worry about with my problem solving
i LOVE those guys!!!!!

but, i wasn't sure how the other was going to go
and it didn't really go very well
i did not choose the right approach
and i got some attitude
we had a long talk
i'm not sure i made any sense
i didn't have any way of explaining to him why i had such a hard time
why i hated every step of the way
and had absolutely no fun
and found it mind numbingly boring
i agreed to try and communicate better with him going forward
and he seems open
but, i think what i need to do is figure out how to finesse him and just do that
tell him what he wants to hear
and do a little worshiping at the alter of his swiss modern-ness

i do know that i am actually excited about my degree project
and i feel certain that i will be able to maintain that enthusiasm over the next semester
all i need to do is hit the ground running next semester
which means that i need to do a fair amount of work over break in preparation
so my break won't be much of a break

6 more months people (and only 15 weeks of school)
and this chapter will be OVER!

PS
the best part of my day was meeting some of my peers
for cocktails at a dive bar around the corner from school
so much fun that i blew off the book party
(i just popped my head in there before josh picked me up
to go out for sushi dinner, and i don't think i missed much)
we had a really nice decompression bitch-fest
it was really nice to see them outside the halls of the 6th floor
and to get their various perspectives on this experience