so far so good
day one
i was a little nervous, a little excited and a little scared
scared that the second i walked into that building i would feel
trapped, imprisoned, shut down
but it was fine
i didn't go to the sixth floor though....
that will be friday
something about riding the train makes me feel
melancholy and introspective
i don't know what it is...the space, the light,
the movement, the people
or some combination of these elements
i was a little nervous, a little excited and a little scared
scared that the second i walked into that building i would feel
trapped, imprisoned, shut down
but it was fine
i didn't go to the sixth floor though....
that will be friday
something about riding the train makes me feel
melancholy and introspective
i don't know what it is...the space, the light,
the movement, the people
or some combination of these elements
posted by rae at 9:12 AM
2 Comments:
hmmm. Are these feelings you have to wrestle with? I help people change if you're interested; I use a special process. I had some panic/anxiety I turned into ferocious resolve. Alexander had fear and worry that we turned into confidence, tenacity and determination. I have to say it's much easier in person though. Fun too. I had Alex laughing his butt off when we did it.
Love,
Your Cousin Jess
it's more environmental, than an everyday feeling. unfortunately i find myself in an academic environment that is rather toxic and i feel as though i just have to get through it and sometime getting through it means that i have to sort of shut down. i am seriously hoping that this year will be different
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